How to even start this...

It is getting close to a year since Debby has died.  I have thought of her every day.  More than when she was alive.  I feel bad about that.  She was a wild woman from day one!! Her lively spirit kept us all on out toes.  You never knew what to believe.  We were sisters for 24 years.  He hated eachother and loved eachother.  I hate it that she is gone.  Sometimes it doesn't even seem real.  I just can not believe it.  She has 2 beautiful kids.  I am sorry for them that they won't get the chance to grow up with her living.  I wonder what really happened.  I hope that she is able to look down on us and knows how much that she is missed and how much the family loves her.  I will never ever forget her.  I just wished I took the chance to hug her more often...